{"id":416,"date":"2013-01-31T22:55:17","date_gmt":"2013-01-31T22:55:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/murban-voices.mur.at\/?p=416"},"modified":"2013-03-16T16:08:17","modified_gmt":"2013-03-16T16:08:17","slug":"celibacy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/murban-voices.mur.at\/?p=416","title":{"rendered":"celibacy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve chosen<br \/>\nmade my choice<br \/>\nchoosing you<br \/>\nchoosing me<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve tried to melt the iceberg<br \/>\ninside<br \/>\nbut I&#8217;ve locked out spring<br \/>\nand the sun<br \/>\nand I&#8217;ve knocked myself<br \/>\nunconscious<br \/>\nnow I forgot completely<br \/>\nyour face<\/p>\n<p>the smell of your cushions haunts me in my sleep<br \/>\n&#8218;till I see you on the matress, throwing pillows<br \/>\nI&#8217;m handing you devoted birthday presents<br \/>\nsearching for the song I want to play for you<br \/>\nin my dad&#8217;s vinyl collection<br \/>\nI&#8217;m visiting the town of your childhood<br \/>\nand get lost in the corridors of a church<br \/>\nthen, stealing from your plate in Venice<br \/>\nlosing my path in London<br \/>\ntumbling throug a maze<br \/>\nin search for you<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve become a statue<br \/>\nmade of stone<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve become a portrayal<br \/>\nof Virgin Mary<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve become a silent worshipper<br \/>\nof sacrifice<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve chosen<br \/>\nmade my choice<br \/>\nchoosing you<br \/>\nchoosing me<br \/>\n\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-416 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/murban-voices.mur.at\/?attachment_id=418'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/murban-voices.mur.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/2012-12-09-15.26.12-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/murban-voices.mur.at\/?attachment_id=419'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/murban-voices.mur.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/2012-12-09-15.27.47-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/murban-voices.mur.at\/?attachment_id=417'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/murban-voices.mur.at\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/2012-12-09-15.21.18-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><br style=\"clear: both\" \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve chosen made my choice choosing you choosing me I&#8217;ve tried to melt the iceberg inside but I&#8217;ve locked out spring and the sun and I&#8217;ve knocked myself unconscious now I forgot completely your face the smell of your cushions &hellip; 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