Author Archives: juhulia

now that you’ve found the road how does it feel? and now that you’ve smelled the oleander trees how does it feel? between those walls of stone and history and the grey leaves of olive groves in the torrid silence … Continue reading →

finally, the roaring has stopped sunrays fall silently on cold asphalt adorned with blots of saliva the first bus is hissing an echo of last night’s tremendous crescendo of that ever attacking and decaying symphony of noise interspersed with the … Continue reading →

Exiting the train a mother has been gibbering on asparagus and India and crime eyes half open I am entering a crowd a procession downtown leading me into the hell of consumerism and weekend shopping a neverending mall Dresden drains … Continue reading →

I saw you shivering on a blue velvet carpet, lying beneath the orchid fields. While I was chanting my Mantras after the Goldrush and further. Was it you, or was it me? Time is useless! But once upon a time, … Continue reading →

‚Double-check! Always double-check‘, he said, before drifting away into one of his semi-scholarly monologues. I sat silently without moving. My head was empty like a cracked nut, a shell bereft of its core. His words lay down on the bottom … Continue reading →

I’ve chosen made my choice choosing you choosing me I’ve tried to melt the iceberg inside but I’ve locked out spring and the sun and I’ve knocked myself unconscious now I forgot completely your face the smell of your cushions … Continue reading →

er drückte mir ein gewehr in die hand. rauchschwaden bedeckten die zerklüfteten grade, auf denen sich einst üppige laubwälder befunden hatten. wir kauerten uns an die felsen, um die lage zu besprechen. die luft lag schwül und drückend über unseren … Continue reading →

she took me by the hand as she always did, and I trusted her. I was used to her tall body, leading me the ways through life and unknown places. every step she took, I took with her. but this … Continue reading →

          When the nightmare’s shining lucidly above our heads and it’s impossible to close our eyes and sleep I’m gonna breathe through your mouth the tastes of fear and love … so sweet, the tastes of … Continue reading →

I built walls against you soaring into the sky like a tower made of stone and I sat on it’s merlon hiding from the world and I cut my hair short wrecking every possible exit but in the end I … Continue reading →