celibacy

I’ve chosen
made my choice
choosing you
choosing me

I’ve tried to melt the iceberg
inside
but I’ve locked out spring
and the sun
and I’ve knocked myself
unconscious
now I forgot completely
your face

the smell of your cushions haunts me in my sleep
‚till I see you on the matress, throwing pillows
I’m handing you devoted birthday presents
searching for the song I want to play for you
in my dad’s vinyl collection
I’m visiting the town of your childhood
and get lost in the corridors of a church
then, stealing from your plate in Venice
losing my path in London
tumbling throug a maze
in search for you

I’ve become a statue
made of stone
I’ve become a portrayal
of Virgin Mary
I’ve become a silent worshipper
of sacrifice

I’ve chosen
made my choice
choosing you
choosing me

 

 

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